A Reckless Redemption (Spies and Lovers Book 3) Read online

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  The lass tilted his head back and rinsed the soap from his hair. Dazed and dreamy, he laid his head on the warm tin edge of the tub. Having never had a woman, except perhaps his mother, wash him, he hadn’t known what to expect. It certainly wasn’t this tender, arousing care. She knelt beside the tub and ran a cloth-covered hand and a bare one over his chest lightly. Too lightly. His lungs filled with air, pushing into her touch.

  The flickering fire turned her chemise diaphanous. Wet splotches from her work dotted the primly ruffled bodice. It clung to her skin, offering teasing glimpses of the high mounds of her breasts and peaked nipples. She was slim, but the fabric had pulled taut, exposing the womanly curve of waist and hip. Anticipation to see the long length of leg that had flashed him on her walk to the tub smoldered.

  She roved her hands over his chest, seemingly in no hurry, and stopped to circle his nipples. He swallowed a groan of pleasure, even though his errant cock lifting out of the water was proof enough he enjoyed her attention.

  Her unusual red-gold hair swung around her face like a multicolored, silken curtain. It had been cut to hang at her shoulders, thick and straight. She tucked a swath behind her ear before moving to his other side to wash his arm and hand.

  A pair of large brown eyes, thickly fringed, dominated her oval face. Her nose was too thin, her mouth too full, and her chin too sharp, but taken together there was a distinctive attractive symmetry. Perhaps not a beauty by London standards, he thought her lovely and especially liked the impish sprinkle of freckles across her nose. She possessed an otherworldly quality that would be right at home in Queen Mab’s court.

  His lips curved up in a small smile. His overindulgence of Scots whisky inspired the uncharacteristically whimsical, poetic musings, no doubt.

  She traced his bottom lip with a trembling forefinger. The intimate, sweet gesture unsettled him. Confusion wiped his smile away. She snatched her hand away and fisted it between her breasts, wetting her chemise further. He wanted to pull it back to his mouth to kiss and caress each finger in apology.

  With her eyes hidden by her lashes, she retreated to the end of the tub and ran the soapy cloth up and down his good leg. The one still strongly muscled. He jerked his foot out of her hands, chuckling softly at the tickling sensation. She tossed her hair back, and her simple smile scythed into his chest. He pressed the heel of his hand hard on his breastbone to stem a startling shot of longing that resonated in the hollowness.

  His bad leg was next, and he flinched at the touch of her hands on the red, puckered scar. A musket ball had ripped through his lower thigh, permanently marring his leg. He walked with a limp, but at least he walked. The physician had been inclined to cut it off. Thank God, Maxwell had been conscious enough to stop the man and his saw.

  “Does it hurt?” the lass whispered.

  “Fiercely in the cold,” he whispered back, gauging her reaction.

  Not bothered in the least, she massaged the area, and he had never felt anything so blessedly comforting. The constant throbbing ache abated. He ran fingertips across her high cheekbone, wanting to return a measure of the pleasure she bestowed. She pressed into his hand, meeting his eyes.

  “Thank you for easing my pain.”

  She cleared her throat. “Are you all clean, sir?”

  A laugh rumbled from his throat. “Not quite, lassie. There’s one area that feels terribly neglected. And it’s been trying to get your attention the whole while.” He shifted his hips, his cock breaching the water.

  Her molten brown eyes were wide, and her lips parted slightly as she stared. He couldn’t remember ever being so hard and needy. A simple washing from a village whore had left him undone.

  He’d lain with more beautiful women, women with more bountiful bosoms, women who knew how to make a man beg. But something about this lass beguiled him. Something about her warmed him from the inside out until he burned for the soothing touch of her hands. Something illogical and unexplainable.

  She took up the cloth once more and leaned over the tub, the front of her chemise outlining the curve of her breasts. Unable to wait a moment longer, Maxwell tugged the end of the pink ribbon at her neck, unfurling it. The edges of her chemise fell open, affording him an excellent view of her bobbing breasts.

  They weren’t large but full and tipped with small, peaked nipples. Quite lovely indeed. The skin of her chest pinkened, the color shading up her neck and into her cheeks. Was it from the exposure of her breasts or the innocent caresses along his inner thighs? She acted afraid of his cock. Whatever the reason, her blushes moved him.

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  Dismay trembled Bryn’s hands. She hadn’t expected to have to know what in the devil to do with his thing. What did he want? Delaying the inevitable, she cleaned his inner thighs—very, very thoroughly. The appendage reared out of the water, demanding her notice. What if she hurt him or did something wrong? Finally, holding on to a deep breath, she rubbed the cloth over him, her touch light.

  Maxwell threw his head back and arched his hips farther out of the water, startling her hand away. Black hair curled at the base, and a pair of heavy bollocks, rivaling even old man Pearson’s wolfhound, hung between his legs. With his eyes squeezed shut, he tugged the cloth from her numbed fingers and dropped it into the water to sink to the bottom. Then he forced her hand to curl around the hard shaft. Covering her hand with his, he taught her exactly what she needed to know.

  The rhythm was natural and instinctive. His hand left hers to delve into the top of her chemise. He squeezed one of her breasts and brushed his fingers over her nipple. A moan escaped her throat. Her hand on him stilled, distracted by the tingles spiraling from her breast. Pressing her knees together only marginally eased the growing, restless ache between her legs.

  His hips bucked as a reminder to keep stroking. She moved her hand faster to match her quickened breaths and heartbeat, enjoying the unexpected hard-soft feel of him. What were his bollocks like? Natural curiosity overcame the fear of doing something wrong. She dipped her other hand into the water and grazed the heavy sac.

  “Christ, lassie,” he said with a pained growl.

  She snatched her hand away. “I hurt you.”

  “No,” he said with force but continued in a softer voice, “Don’t stop, please. You can play there while you stroke… but gently, gently.”

  She did just that, very gently. His head lolled over the tub’s edge, the tendons of his neck stretched taut. Warmth flared in her chest. The power she wielded was new and intoxicating.

  Desperate to see another of his fleeting smiles, she stared at his mouth. He snaked his hand inside her bodice once again and raised his head, drawing her gaze to his. His fingertips worked magic on her nipple. As if her gasp was the signal, he thrust his hips up hard, spilling a thick, slick fluid over her hand. She stroked until he collapsed down into the water, motionless.

  His sudden surge out of the water rocked her back on her heels, and she braced herself on the wooden floor, her wet hands slippery. Water sluiced down his body, and he shook his head like a hound, droplets flying.

  She dropped her focus to the wound on his leg. “Is that all? Are we… finished?”

  “Not nearly, lass.”

  He hauled her upright, gripped either edge of her chemise, and jerked, rending the fabric. It fell down her arms to pile around her feet. Stupefied to be standing suddenly naked, she forgot her role as whore and attempted to cover her breasts and mound with her arms and hands.

  He dried with a square of linen, his gaze traveling the length of her body. She would have liked to do the same to him, but his big body set off a maidenly fear. He was several inches taller, and with his broad shoulders and deep chest, she felt dwarfed and vulnerable.

  “You ruined my chemise,” she said, unable to tolerate his silent inspection.

  “I paid enough for the privilege.” His tone was dark and ratcheted her nerves higher. “Go lie on the bed.”

  The bed was
a foreign, unknown land, and now the moment was upon her, indecision held her in limbo.

  He dropped the drying linen to puddle next to her chemise, two pools of white. She tore her gaze from the safety of the cloth and up his body, stopping where the thing between his legs had sprung back to life, lengthening and hardening.

  The sight prompted flight, and she made a dive for the thick coverlet. He ambushed her before she could burrow for safety. Capturing her wrists, he stretched her arms above her head, one heavy leg trapping both of hers. She concentrated on not tugging at her hands while he looked at her body. Her fiery blush intensified, prickling her skin.

  He let go of her wrists and moved his hard body fully on top of her. The friction and his weight started a different sort of fire, and it spread quickly, as if her body were dry tinder to a spark.

  An indefinable need replaced her embarrassment. In contact with his hair-covered chest, her nipples hardened into sensitive points. Tentatively she caressed the flexing muscles along his flanks.

  He flicked her nipple with his tongue before pulling it deep in his mouth. If she’d had a breath to spare, she would have protested the odd behavior. Pleasure and a feeling of rightness overtook her bewilderment. She arched closer and thread her fingers in his damp hair. A throaty, womanly moan reverberated—surely not hers—and she writhed.

  Shifting, he pressed his leg between hers, his thigh settling into her mound. The pressure was welcome, and she ground against the hard muscle, seeking relief from the growing ache. He echoed her moan, tossing his head back and pushing his pelvis into her. Then his mouth dropped to hers.

  Her first kiss.

  She tensed, but his lips were gentle and brushed over hers time and again, coaxing a response. He sucked her bottom lip into his mouth, and she clasped his nape, holding his head close.

  She mimicked him, pulling his full bottom lip deep and nipping it. He dabbed at the seam of her mouth with his tongue. Her lips parted on a sigh, and he titled his head to probe deeply. At first contact, she pulled her tongue away, but soon enough she rubbed hers alongside his in gentle, slow strokes. Tender and erotic, the kiss allowed her natural sensuality time to overcome her shyness.

  “What’s your name, lass?” he asked against her lips.

  Bryn’s mind wandered, lost in a haze. Name? Not her real one. Her head flopped to the side, looking for inspiration.

  “Bootsie,” she said and then squeezed her eyes shut. The idiocy. She could have said Mary, Sarah, even Agnes. Bootsie? All because his Hessians sat by the door. Lord above.

  “Bootsie? That’s unusual.”

  “It’s… a nickname. My father was a cobbler,” she added inanely. Would her lies send her straight to hell?

  No, not her lies. Maxwell’s mouth trailed down her neck, and his hand grazed down her bare thigh, returning her to a state of arousal. If she had to confess the night’s sins to Vicar Mitchell, repentance for lying naked under this man would be impossible to summon.

  “Have you ever climaxed with any of your other customers?”

  The crude question crushed the breath from her lungs. When she found her voice, it was reedy. “I’m not sure what you mean.”

  “If you don’t know, then you haven’t.” The rich, deep timbre of his voice vibrated every part of her. “That’s a shame, lass. The men you’ve been with haven’t taught you very much. I’d venture to say they haven’t kissed you very well either.”

  “Was I… was I not good at it? Kissing, I mean?”

  “You were good, very good. Once you relaxed.” He drifted down and positioned himself between her legs, pushing them apart with his forearms. “I suppose no one’s kissed you here either, have they? Did all those lads just push up your skirts and rut you, sweetheart?”

  Thankfully, it was a rhetorical question. He swiped his tongue through the very core of her.

  “No. You mustn’t…” Moisture had gathered between her legs. She tugged his head up and tried to close her legs, but his shoulders were no match for her. “I’m… I’m… wet.” She ended in a whisper.

  The smile that curved his lips was playful but seemed to understand something she didn’t. “Yes, you are. Very. And it’s all for me.”

  Holding her gaze, he wiggled his tongue from her folds to a spot that sent sensation streaking through her. As he licked and sucked, coherent speech became hopeless and embarrassment a distant worry. In fact, her brain quit functioning entirely except for the portion processing the pleasure he wrought between her legs.

  “Maxwell.” She breathed his name on an exhale, climbing closer to some unseen pinnacle still obscured but so close.

  His dark head lifted, but she tugged him back to work, and he obliged. His tongue was warm and firm, expertly appeasing her ache. A thunder of blood filled her ears as pleasure suffused her body. She writhed and bucked, breaking out in a fine sheen of sweat in spite of the chilly room. His mouth stayed with her until the waves receded. Before they completely disappeared, he slid up her body and buried himself in one sure stroke.

  She scooched up the bed in retreat, her cry a combination of surprise and pain. He pressed into her, his weight holding her still. Her body stretched to accommodate the invasion.

  “You’re wet, so wet, but as tight as a virgin.” His words slurred together, his face slack with pleasure. The irony would have had her laughing in any other situation.

  As it had all night, her body skipped ahead of her conscious thought. Her hips jerked, forcing him a little bit deeper and wringing a groan from her. The fullness of his total possession grew a needy ache that was becoming familiar.

  Finally he moved, slowly at first. He slipped a hand under her buttock to tilt her pelvis. The new position catapulted her back up the mountain. As his rhythm increased, so did her pleasure.

  “Please, faster… I can almost… harder… I’m almost there… Maxwell, please.”

  He obeyed, driving her hard. The bedframe’s squeaks and their harsh breathing echoed like music. Her keening climax added to the symphony. A few more thrusts had him following with a primal roar, the warmth of his spend bathing her passage.

  Too soon he rolled off. She expected him to push her away now that he was finished. Instead, he cuddled her close and nuzzled at her temple and ear. She circled her arms around him, holding tight.

  “Was that adequate?” she whispered.

  A laugh rumbled, deep in his chest. “Adequate? You’re bloody amazing.” Although heavy with sleep and drink and satisfaction, a teasing lilt weaved his words together.

  She kissed the side of his neck, unable to stop the leap of pride. She’d pleased him.

  “Let me rest for a moment, and we’ll do it again.” His voice trailed off into nothingness. Soft snuffling accompanied his deep, even breathing, and his arms fell slack.

  Her body tingled in its newly awakened state. While she would gladly take him inside her again, it was impossible. Her life was no fairy tale unless it was a dark one where a witch waited to gobble her up. Anyway, she’d achieved her goal. Or destroyed her life. She wasn’t sure how her story would end.

  Burrowing so every part of her body touched his, silent tears leaked and fell on his shoulder. For him, this night would be forgotten before he rode away on the morrow. But for her, this memory would live in a special place that she’d visit when life seemed the darkest.

  In the fading firelight, she traced his features, etching them into her heart. She gave thanks to whatever deity brought him to the inn in her time of need, but the inevitable couldn’t be delayed.

  Not bothering with her torn, damp chemise, she buttoned her dress with numb, shaking fingers. After pulling on her thick woolen stockings and half boots, she sat on the edge of the bed, brushed his thick hair off his forehead, and pressed a kiss on his lips. He sighed and shifted toward her. Once he was still again, she slipped away and braced herself to face the night’s consequences.

  Chapter Three

  Maxwell woke with a pounding head but sated bod
y. Without opening his eyes, he threw out his arm, finding only emptiness. The lass was gone. Had it been a dream? No. Never could he have imagined their encounter in the bath… and afterward.

  There was no use lolling in bed after a night’s bout with an ill-advised amount of liquor. Shivering in the cold air, he stretched himself out of bed, his bad leg stiff but not aching, thanks to her kneading hands. He plucked the washcloth from the now-frigid water and absently cleaned between his legs. Ready to toss the cloth back in the water, he froze. Red streaked across the pristine white. Blood.

  Alcohol no longer impeded his wits. He ripped the coverlet away. Dried red droplets sent him reeling backward. His bare arse landed against the dresser. A string of ungentlemanly curses flooded out of his mouth as he raked a shaking hand through his hair.

  Her innocent caresses in the bath should have clued him in. Jesus, he’d made a virgin pleasure him with her hands. Another string of curses erupted, and embarrassment over the utterly ungentlemanly manner in which he’d deported himself made him kick the tub. Cold water sloshed over his feet.

  The stack of coins stood untouched on the side table. She had been a dammed virgin, and he’d buried himself inside her with no thought to her comfort. Her cries and squirms had been from pain, not pleasure. Bloody hell, he should be shot.

  Closing his eyes, he could almost feel her hands clutching him tightly and her breathy pleas in his ear to take her harder. No, her pleasure had been real and true. He’d barely managed to hold on until she’d climaxed. Her tight, convulsing walls had hurled him into the most amazing spend of his life. A numbing realization surged from the middle of his chest out to fingertips, to toes, nearly buckling his knees.

  He’d finished inside of her.

  He should have withdrawn and spilled on her stomach. That’s what he always did. Instead, drunk on liquor and lust, he’d buried himself as deeply as possible before climaxing. After years being scrupulously careful with his liaisons, he’d risked siring a bastard in the same little village in Scotland where he’d been born a bastard himself. The irony was almost too perfect, and he barked a mirthless laugh.